indeed, grotesquepluspainful

Wed, 29 Jul 2009 11:18:52 GMT

army life isn't that bad after all, or so i hoped? been really kinda enjoying it so far, nice group of people to be working with, nice warrant officers but uncommon place that produces uncommon commandos. i have been refreshing my portfolio, and hope to get it done and printed just in time when i ORD, 2 year window period to work out some magic i hope, btw managed to do some design for SAF, though still in same unit but i hope i get more :). please keep me in your prayers and in the loop. And guys, hope to see you all soon, you know who you are :)

Sat, 06 Jun 2009 14:20:45 GMT

please be well. please.

Tue, 12 May 2009 15:41:50 GMT

it's not that i haven been updating this little column, it's just that they are mostly locked entries, yes i do have a fair share of things that i keep it with me, but often, some of them like JX and wanky knows about it, and maybe joel too, idk how but i find that talking to them makes it so easy and happy, cos they are always happy to listen, and JX has a bonus, she is always happy to share it with a lot others, hahahaha. being in greenhouse is really making me work, and kinda stressful cos i have 3 ongoing projects, and the macpro in the studio is seriously j*U#UIO@YU#IY&$)(#*. i work well with indesign now, thank you Noelle. and thank you others for listening to the woes and what not and pushing me along and making me feel good about myself. Feist is playing and i have not done any flashy web that im supposed to do, handover is tomorrow dear lord inspire me.

Mon, 19 Jan 2009 08:53:20 GMT

WOOHOOOO NEW LOVE. thanks joel.

Fri, 16 Jan 2009 14:16:26 GMT

Sat, 05 Jul 2008 16:44:38 GMT

Something that Richard said today made me think for a bit. And ya i do agree, seeking almost every answer from God sometimes is just too much, it is something that you can't milk it, unlike jet-lag. Hmmm.

Mon, 26 May 2008 18:08:48 GMT

How I wish I could surrender my soul;
Shed the clothes that become my skin;
See the liar that burns within my needing.
How I wish I'd chosen darkness from cold.
How I wish I had screamed out loud,
Instead I've found no meaning.

I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.

How I wish I could walk through the doors of my mind;
Hold memory close at hand,
Help me understand the years.
How I wish I could choose between Heaven and Hell.
How I wish I would save my soul.
I'm so cold from fear.

I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
Far, far away; find comfort in pain.
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.

Sun, 06 Apr 2008 08:29:28 GMT

had a fall outside the toilet, DAMN.

ooh and the chinese food here is quite awesome AHAHAHA not forgetting the indian cusines ahahha. At work, we have our order taken everyday!!! we can go out if we want haha but nah, hahah.

MORE FOOD AND OUTING SOON!!!

and i miss home alr...

Thu, 03 Apr 2008 11:58:13 GMT

Finally arrived in Bangalore met up with some people and they are indeed very nice and friendly, apartment isnt what we expected but it was nice! haha. :]

Results came out on Apr 1st, how nice as a joke ya? HAHA but all i can say was woooooooohooooooooooooooo!

More thosai tml!!!

Sun, 20 Jan 2008 16:37:31 GMT

ok, lets go down the list:

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ok lets just say i managed to clinch one and have another one as a uhm, i call it vacation job when i get back from the clinched one, well, both are clinched, hahahahaha.

Thanks all.

Tue, 04 Dec 2007 16:49:07 GMT

escaping from reality in a few hours time. le bye.

Sat, 10 Nov 2007 11:44:12 GMT

I am done with the dentsu credential, hope there won't be major changes after the presentation. I need more assignments, like this, or not, it depends on lobangs. thanks spike.

i was looking back at my dated posts in my prev blog, and i had to laugh it off. i really do think that design school shaped me in a way that i don't have that much grammar mistakes than before, not saying im perfect at in, but i do think that i am better at it now, i dont know why, Bina?

Leona Lewis's new single is like stuck in my head. Bleeding love is the song. There are like a couple more that i really do like as well, like forgiveness and homeless. Hope it hits the chart in singapore.

Apel 2 was horendous omg, i was like blanked out. seriously, for the first time ever for a presentation. i suck at interpersonal skills? oh shut up bitches, at least i turned up.

Expressive Illustration. Is so spiritually expressive, well at least I hope it will be. Watch me float and be on TOP.

SAYANARA STEPH!

Sat, 27 Oct 2007 09:25:08 GMT

i've been questioning myself, do i really want this?

perhaps, maybe... ?

bleeding love.

Thu, 11 Oct 2007 18:22:38 GMT

i can pretend that im asleep.
i can.
and i will.

and you shut up.

Tue, 09 Oct 2007 17:15:25 GMT

YOOOOOOU get over it fucker.

Wed, 03 Oct 2007 15:30:39 GMT

omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg yes it goes on.

4.0 OMG ahhaa! loves it man thank all, hard ass work paid off happy-ness!

Sat, 15 Sep 2007 13:44:36 GMT

IFI is such a chore. lots of layout.... layout, layout and more layout....

but at least its a world wide circulated publication that we are working on, so im happy in a way, thanks for the opportunity and for the people i worked with on this. and dinner with hon and yongkin and gang was fun and nice hahaha, at least they get to know more about ppl in vsc expecially one of them, a shinning star to be HAHAHAHHA! sundanese food is quite ok ahhaha. it was rather sudden when hon called, so we just said ok to dinner hahah we were planning to go airport anyways.

talked about sch, bitched about sch ahahahahahhhahahahahahahhahahhahhahahhahahahahahahhaha.

Sun, 05 Aug 2007 15:23:28 GMT

goodbye cotton goodbye patches.

thankful

Tue, 31 Jul 2007 15:54:05 GMT

at first i thought i didnt get in, then there's this email that came earlier today (revised) that said i was shortlisted. im thankful.

thanks spike for the CDI and informing me about the shortlist ahaha and getting the class to clap ahaha thanks all. but seriously why do such thing happen, i mean the revised version. haha.

fingers crossed.
16aug!

currently rushing for p2 proposal and have to show her some outline tml. gd luck.

Fri, 27 Jul 2007 17:30:46 GMT

i find this hilarious especially when voxy is likr resetting the trend ahhaa!

and me and le wanks found him rather familiar, like the gel-back hair and all???

and this is like so cute.

ok hands down, winner is kassie.

Thu, 19 Jul 2007 20:51:10 GMT

i am seriously amazed by my patience at perfecting something. i am not sleeping, for the sec time since drawfun.

Tue, 03 Jul 2007 16:21:27 GMT

got back final assignment on LayoutDes. haha overall i'm quite alright for layoutdes, learnt stuff like laying out stuff with huge amt of text, which really helps, exp when he have huge text to work with.

so editorial illusrtation, i think i just needed some more fine tuning haha tml tml. ahha.

info des, let's not talk about it first...

Sun, 24 Jun 2007 16:30:27 GMT

DOMANI! DOMANI!

Sat, 09 Jun 2007 07:22:54 GMT

yeap, as some of you all know, i'm not in Sin, so this is where i stay.

(p.s i know it looks like a resort but it isn't, it's my aunt's.)

Tue, 05 Jun 2007 17:57:23 GMT

seriously, you should feel that way, as they are seriously just isn't good enough.

Cuba trip!!!! i doubt i am going la but thanks Nancy for the opportunity. it is some international design congress. i really wanna go but it cost app. like a macbook pro. or more.

oh sorry this is like way dated, got this book at the 4As office, thanks mdm chan. hmm it is the award annual of the gong show CCA awards 05, which cost ard 80 i guess. haha hope for the best in this yr's entries.